Actually, i broke up with him... 14 months together, me forming my whole life, my whole daily routine formed around him- all is over.
What happened doesnt matter. Because all he did was throw me under a bus harder then "Helga" did.
Now im filled with the hurt from her, and the new cuts that hes now digging into me... calling my new friends SLUTS, saying that i never loved him in the first place.. all this bull shit.
Im fucking 15 years old this drama that hes smashing into my face leaves me with this stress i can NOT bear.
I just feel like ive been lied to and stomped on... i dont know where to go, what to do, anymore. I dont know what to think of him because the day before yesterday i thought he was the most amazing person in the world.
Now im screaming at him to leave me ALONE.
Litterally as i write this blog, he just texted me "tounge peircing" because he's trying to prove to me how much of a slut one of my friends is...
This past week i guess he just randomly stopped caring about me...
I feared that so much, and countless times he PROMISED me it wouldnt happen... and it just did.
What do i do now?
Like reading into your world. Sorry about the breakup. That can be super tough.
ReplyDeleteWhen you get a chance, listen to Taylor Swift's song, Fifteen. You may might dig her or her music, but I thought of it when I read your post from today.
Sorry this is a stinky day for you. Hoping for a better one for tomorrow. Keep your chin up.
-sorry about your breakup. but i really like your blog. its really good but i hope you feel better soon because you seem like a really nice person. everything will turn out good, everything happens for a reason.
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is he fucking kidding me? sorry but he needs to grow up. the relationship aint you him n your friends. you ave a mind of your own and u better put your foot down and realize your worth. dont let him pull this bullshit with you. so what you friend has a tougne ring. AND? what buisness is it of his.. you aint her !
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