A new blog, a new excuse and way that I can spill every thought into. As my first post, I thought that i would just update you about that things (don't worry i only put interesting things), that are going on in my life.
Im 15 and a Sophmore. I yearn for so much acceptance from everyone there... the teachers, the students, whoEVER, but i somehow lost the ability to get that attention that i yearn so much for. And why don't i start trying to get that "ability"?? Well, its simply because i've already tried... And my attempt has failed everytime.
Im 15 and a Sophmore. I yearn for so much acceptance from everyone there... the teachers, the students, whoEVER, but i somehow lost the ability to get that attention that i yearn so much for. And why don't i start trying to get that "ability"?? Well, its simply because i've already tried... And my attempt has failed everytime. And i gave up a long time ago.
As for my family, i feel as though im the black sheep. The one who always gets in trouble, whos face is always buried in a book or journal, or if not that, is always out and about walking around or with the "wrong" friends. Everyone is very straight cut and military, and somehow the youngest of the daughters popped out as a dramatic, free, expressive spirit.
Though my supply in friends is limited, i sure keep them close and give them the respect they desearve. You see, freshman year i somehow squeezed myself into the popular, "too hot to handle" white crew group. I call it the "white crew" because being in a school full of mokes and titas (slang for hawaiian local peop
le), i guess all the white pretty girls all clumped together as a group. And though im not pretty, i guess since i was white i was accepted. Yet this summer, i was dumped by the leader, now making me a non member of the group. And thank God my boyfriend "Rico" was there to catch me and be there for me when no one else would. It's been months and i've been somehow making new friends...
le), i guess all the white pretty girls all clumped together as a group. And though im not pretty, i guess since i was white i was accepted. Yet this summer, i was dumped by the leader, now making me a non member of the group. And thank God my boyfriend "Rico" was there to catch me and be there for me when no one else would. It's been months and i've been somehow making new friends...Anyway, thats basically all that i can say right nowww. If anyone is reading this, my blog entrys are usually just going to be on one subject and usually will have a creative writing twist into it. I promise i'll keep things interestiinggg.
